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I've described my faith life as like one of those funnel gadgets, being raised in the extremely narrow end of fundamentalism, then moving into the gradually widening scope of the evangelical, through orthodox Reformed theology, and now probably more progressive. My journey is bringing me to become more human, more incarnated and more a citizen of the Kindom of God in the world God loves.

Monday, February 18, 2019

Trees Planted by Water 2/17/19 Epiphany 6C


Rev. Dr. Rebecca L. Kiser
Trees Planted by Water
2/17/2019         Epiphany 6C          Luke 6:17-26, Jeremiah 17:5-10


            I remember my first time traveling out to the Presbyterian conference center, Ghost Ranch, north of Santa Fe, New Mexico. (Its called Ghost Ranch because that’s what it was called before it was donated to the church, not because of the Holy Ghost.)  God painted the countryside there with a totally different color palette from our east coast - browns, yellows, soft reds and sandy shades; and the green things are few and far between, little green dots on the large expanse of brownish hills. It could be another planet. Sometimes I did see larger green things, trees, although not as tall as here in the east.  And they seemed to be in wavy lines, not like a forest.  I realized they were following the river - the taller green things could only grow by a water source.  It was real obvious where the water was out there.   
            That’s the picture that comes to me when we read in Psalm 1 and Jeremiah 17 about the trees planted by streams of water, whose roots can go down to find water, and whose leaves can therefore withstand heat and droughts.  Those who trust God, and who live according to what God tells us is good - these scriptures say that we are like those trees who can stand fast and grow tall. Our roots go down into the Spirit, and draw wetness and true life from it. The Spirit is the underground river, or the deep well, where life can be found even in dry seasons.  We talk about the water table, how the rains this year have replenished it - perhaps we can think of God’s Spirit as an everlasting water table that never runs dry. 
            The opposite, those who scoff at Godly things and depend on their own resources and power, are then compared to the tumbling tumbleweeds, those sagebrush plants that spring up and die, break off from inadequate roots, and get blown all over until they fall apart.  Back in my elementary days, when my family did the big camping trip cross-country, Daddy stopped the car and grabbed one of the tumbleweeds in the desert, thinking we’d take it home to look at as he played his recording of the song about Tumbling Tumbleweeds. But of course it was dry and fragile, and everytime we unloaded the station wagon to camp, more pieces of it broke off, until by the time we got home it was just a few larger sticks.  That’s a pretty clear picture, too. A tall green tree versus a breakable tumbleweed.  Its a pretty stark contrast, drawn in clear lines.  Trust God? Blessed. Don’t trust God? Cursed.
            Luke’s version of the Beatitudes kinda does that, too - Blessings to these here, Woes to them there.  They fall into parallels:
            Blessed are the poor, for theirs is the kindom of heaven
                        Woe to you who are rich, for you have received your consolation.
            Blessed are you who are hungry now, for you will be filled.
                        “Woe to you who are full now, for you will be hungry.
            Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh
                        Woe to you who are laughing now, for you will mourn and weep.
Blessed are you when people hate you, and when they exclude you, revile you, and defame you on account of the Son of Man...that’s what they did to the prophets.
Woe to you when all speak well of you, for that is what their ancestors did to the false prophets.

These are strange things to say about Christ-followers.  I mean, who doesn’t want to have money, be full, laugh and be well thought of?  Jesus says WOE to those of us who have those things!  Why, we think its a good person who works hard for money and stability, who can put food on the table, who are secure enough not to know want, and who are looked up to in the community.  That’s pretty much a definition of having ‘made it.’  Why would Jesus say WOE to those who have this status?
And why in the world would Jesus say that the poor, the hungry, the weeping and the folks reviled because of his name, are the blessed? 
Friends, the gospel of Jesus is actually heard more as good news by folks who are not the successes of the world. Its because those of us who are born on third base, think its we ourselves that have hit the triple - we think we got here by our own efforts, our own industry, our own good plans and our own smart decisions.  We don’t realize, in the way that others do, that we are all dependent on God, and that all we are comes from the Spirit.  Its because Jesus sees all people as worthy, even the ones we disregard - maybe even especially the ones we disregard.  Jesus proclaimed that the order that the world has established is NOT God’s realm, and, as Mary proclaimed at her pregnancy, the rich are set away empty.  Jesus’ gospel is bad news to those of us who seemingly have it made.  Those who aren’t making it in the world hear that they will be lifted up and comforted.  Those of us who have made it in the world economy are hearing that we aren’t any more special than anyone else in God’s realm.  Its harder for a rich person to get into the kindom of God than it is for a camel to go through the eye of a needle.  Hmmm - its even hard for me to put my embroidery thread through the eye of a needle without a magnifying glass these days.
Our Scriptures today are some of those who separate the sheep from the goats in a black and white way - maybe exaggerated for emphasis, or to catch our attention and bring us back to the spiritual reality that God loves us all, no exceptions.  My worth to God is the same as the worth of the poorest kid in the projects. My life and salvation is as important to God as the life and salvation of any of those refugee families trying to make a way here from South America, or anybody else that makes us uncomfortable.  I am not a more deserving person than anyone else. We can see in our border conflict going on right now that its easier for people from a starving and torn country to look for hope here than it is for those of here to want to share it.  Classic illustration of what Jesus is saying.  Yes, we want to take care of our own family- but Jesus says they are all our own family.  We are all God’s own.  
Its more difficult for those of us who live in comfort because we think we earned it, and to deserve to keep what we have safe.  Its difficult for us to hear because refugees will change the balance that has served us well; because perhaps we will have to learn to live with less, so that they can merely subsist. Its the grown-up version of being the one asked to share, and resenting it. 
I’m certainly not in the 1% of the wealthy and powerful in our country’ I’m not even near the top of the 99%. HOWEVER, in the eyes of the global population, we here in the USA have a pretty good thing going. No wonder other people want to come here!  But just because we can look and see folks above us on the income scale, doesn’t let us off the hook.  Most of us were brought up in good families; maybe the first ones starting the farms were poor, but this generation is doing okay.  We had schools to go to, and colleges, and jobs, and land.  Our grocery stores are full of about anything we could want, and usually in several varieties.  We have healthcare available in our towns, and bigger hospital centers in a decent driving distance. 
And we are just as much in need of Jesus’ forgiveness as anyone else; we are just as deserving or undeserving as anyone else.  And our salvation hangs on the work of Jesus just like anyone else’s.  Our congregation here depends on the Holy Spirit just like every other congregation, whether its outside, under trees, in a home, in a storefront, in a new building or in an older one like ours.  That we have a great history, and endowments, and educated people makes not one bit of difference to our dependence on the Spirit for life and ministry. 

I struggle to trust this is true, because the world has dangled its definition of success and goodness in front of me all my life, as it has each of us.  Even in the ranks of ministers, there is envy and jealousy and competition for the large congregations and the better pay.  Even clergy think of success in our profession as measured by how many new people you can add, how big your budget is and how many new programs you can start.  I struggle with that myself, even knowing the Scripture as I do. I can preach it, but the internal struggle is real, too.  Lord I believe; help my unbelief.  I like to win contests; I’d like my sermons to go viral and have people flock to hear me, like the story Barbara Brown Taylor tells of her first church outside Atlanta. But the reality of it is that it has nothing to do with my worth and the love God has for me - my faithfulness, my generosity, my compassion, my trust in God  - this is a success in the spiritual life.  Back in Virginia, folks were excited that one of congregations in a growing area called a clergywoman whose last church grew by 300% in her tenure.  They offered her a great salary to be sure she chose them, hoping it was she who made the difference they longed for, for themselves.  Instead, soon after she arrived, the church was the victim of arson, and had to go through the great test of grief and rebuilding, a totally different scenario from what they anticipated.  Her ministry was to a totally different situation; andyet the roots that go down to the living water was bringing life in both settings..  I can feel envy rise up - why not me? Why are they so golden?  Did I do something wrong?  Why hasn’t God rewarded me like that?  That is just wrong thinking. 
I’ve had a very different life as a pastor than I anticipated.  I admit that I had my eyes on larger congregations and more salary, like my peers.  And sometimes I feel jealous that many of those that went to seminary with me (and got worse grades) will  have better retirement incomes than I will.  Once again, I’m comparing  outer success with God’s favor, which is just plain wrong.   What matters, friends, in our own lives and in our church’s life, is that our roots go down to that Living water of the Spirit, who gives life and abundance in our souls. 
As we think about our church here, God challenges us to let go of those outer success measures - and look to our spiritual connections with God’s Spirit.  Are we more like the green trees in our relationship to God, or more like the tumbleweed? How can we be MORE like the green trees with roots deep into the water?  How can we move from identifying with those to whom Jesus says WOE, to identifying with those whom Jesus calls blessed? 
I am interested in hearing how our week of praying for our congregation went, and what was stirred up in us.  I want to take some time to hear, if there are some who’d like to share.  How difficult was it to remember to do it daily? 

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