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I've described my faith life as like one of those funnel gadgets, being raised in the extremely narrow end of fundamentalism, then moving into the gradually widening scope of the evangelical, through orthodox Reformed theology, and now probably more progressive. My journey is bringing me to become more human, more incarnated and more a citizen of the Kindom of God in the world God loves.

Monday, April 27, 2020

Small Steps 4/26/20 Easter 3A


Rev. Dr. Rebecca L. Kiser
4/26/20   Facebook Live  Easter 3A
Small Steps -----Luke 24:13-35; 36-49

            This has been a very difficult week for me, and I imagine for many of you as well.  The urgency of the initial weeks to get something going for us online, keeping us together, then redoing all the plans for Holy Week and Easter - this focused me and took a lot of energy for all of us to move to the more virtual world of learning what were for many of us, the new skills of Facebook and Zoom.  We’ve worked hard together to switch our church fellowship to this other way of being; we’ve all pitched in and learned together, and been really good sports about it all. 
            This week I’ve been exhausted, tired of having to be at home and alone so much; wondering how we will handle the Transition we were working on as an Interim time - or if that’s too much while this other national crisis and transition is ongoing.  I’ve heard all the rhetoric about reopening businesses so the economic impact of this will be less; and then the other voice warning of consequences in more deaths if we do.  I’ve wondered what our congregation should do, if our governor does start to reopen things - which I don’t think he’ll do anytime soon, actually.  We are fortunate to have a governor who is stepping up to the plate as a real leader in the midst of so many other voices.  Pray for him.
            I’ve wondered and feared how long this will go on and what the long-term consequences will be.  It’s really impossible to know - I am overwhelmed by information, and long to know the answers - at least to know what to do in the short term, what might be the smartest things to do now to prepare ourselves.  Those of us alive now have never faced something like this. 
            I am proud of you all here, that your ability to empathise with the struggles going on in other places, and stay home.  This virus hasn’t touched us hard in our county so far,  and our local hospitals are not in the same crisis as those in major cities.  We’ve had deaths, yet not of the proportion of, say, NYC.   Yet we have been able to realize the connection of the country, and the world - so that we are willing to do our part.  Just because we are currently okay doesn’t blind us to the suffering of so many. 
            Into this current crisis comes the words of the gospel of Luke, two stories really, linked together because they are about the risen Christ.  I often quote from the first part of this text when we celebrate communion, about how Christ is recognized in the breaking of the bread, which is now a required part of observing this sacrament.  The second part has the risen Christ again with the group of disciples and followers, where he again says “Peace be with you,” and again refers to the coming of the Spirit.  I will read for us now. 
     13Now on that same day two of them were going to a village called Emmaus, about seven miles from Jerusalem, 14and talking with each other about all these things that had happened. 15While they were talking and discussing, Jesus himself came near and went with them, 16but their eyes were kept from recognizing him. 17And he said to them, “What are you discussing with each other while you walk along?” They stood still, looking sad. 18Then one of them, whose name was Cleopas, answered him, “Are you the only stranger in Jerusalem who does not know the things that have taken place there in these days?” 19He asked them, “What things?” They replied, “The things about Jesus of Nazareth, who was a prophet mighty in deed and word before God and all the people, 20and how our chief priests and leaders handed him over to be condemned to death and crucified him. 21But we had hoped that he was the one to redeem Israel. Yes, and besides all this, it is now the third day since these things took place. 22Moreover, some women of our group astounded us. They were at the tomb early this morning, 23and when they did not find his body there, they came back and told us that they had indeed seen a vision of angels who said that he was alive. 24Some of those who were with us went to the tomb and found it just as the women had said; but they did not see him.”    
 25Then he said to them, “Oh, how foolish you are, and how slow of heart to believe all that the prophets have declared! 26Was it not necessary that the Messiah should suffer these things and then enter into his glory?” 27Then beginning with Moses and all the prophets, he interpreted to them the things about himself in all the scriptures. 28As they came near the village to which they were going, he walked ahead as if he were going on. 29But they urged him strongly, saying, “Stay with us, because it is almost evening and the day is now nearly over.” So he went in to stay with them. 30When he was at the table with them, he took bread, blessed and broke it, and gave it to them. 31Then their eyes were opened, and they recognized him; and he vanished from their sight. 32They said to each other, “Were not our hearts burning within us while he was talking to us on the road, while he was opening the scriptures to us?” 33That same hour they got up and returned to Jerusalem; and they found the eleven and their companions gathered together. 34They were saying, “The Lord has risen indeed, and he has appeared to Simon!” 35Then they told what had happened on the road, and how he had been made known to them in the breaking of the bread.
            36While they were talking about this, Jesus himself stood among them and said to them, “Peace be with you.” 37They were startled and terrified, and thought that they were seeing a ghost. 38He said to them, “Why are you frightened, and why do doubts arise in your hearts? 39Look at my hands and my feet; see that it is I myself. Touch me and see; for a ghost does not have flesh and bones as you see that I have.” 40And when he had said this, he showed them his hands and his feet. 41While in their joy they were disbelieving and still wondering, he said to them, “Have you anything here to eat?” 42They gave him a piece of broiled fish, 43and he took it and ate in their presence. 44Then he said to them, “These are my words that I spoke to you while I was still with you—that everything written about me in the law of Moses, the prophets, and the psalms must be fulfilled.” 45Then he opened their minds to understand the scriptures, 46and he said to them, “Thus it is written, that the Messiah is to suffer and to rise from the dead on the third day, 47and that repentance and forgiveness of sins is to be proclaimed in his name to all nations, beginning from Jerusalem. 48You are witnesses of these things. 49And see, I am sending upon you what my Father promised; so stay here in the city until you have been clothed with power from on high.”
           
            A commentator on this passage this week reminded me of a phrase I learned just last year - Solvitur Ambulando.  It comes from St. Augustine, who would walk and wrestle with his pondering of Scripture, and talk with God while walking.  The phrase means, “It is solved by walking.”   Many people have found that taking a break from pouring over a book or a project seems to refresh the mind, open us to thoughts popping up from our unconscious - or we might say, letting us become aware of what the spirit is whispering.  I do that myself - looking at the world, the trees and sky, the animal life around, feeling the breeze, letting go of the tension.  Often I can then come back to what I’m working on with a different spirit.  It is solved by walking. 
            The two followers of Jesus have left Jerusalem where all the drama of crucifixion has taken place, and are returning to their own village called Emmaus.  They’ve evidently heard the story of the women who found the tomb empty and heard an angel say Jesus is alive.  They don’t seem to know what to make of that.  Or of any of what has gone on.  They are just walking home, their hopes in Jesus dashed.  One step in front of the other, returning to their village to see what comes next.  When a fellow traveler falls in step with them, they talk about what’s on their hearts. And they find that their fellow walker has a lot to say, helping them to see the truths of their scriptures that obviously they hadn’t seen before. He changed their frame of reference, reframed the events of the past days in terms of Scripture and God, which is a lot how the Spirit does for us when we pray, too.   As good hospitable people, they invite him to stay for a meal together before he goes on.  Then, in a special moment as he breaks the bread and blesses it, something they’ve seen Jesus do before, actually an everyday kind of motion, they suddenly recognize Jesus.  Just a regular action at a meal, but it’s enough - Mission accomplished, Jesus disappears.  When we have communion, I like to say “may Christ be known for us, too, as we break this bread and pour this cup.” These two tired disciples realize they need to be back together with the others - they get up and walk BACK to Jerusalem so they can tell the others, and find other revelations are happening as well. 
            A friend posted a poem that spoke deeply to me, a truth I’ve learned at other times of grief and loss and confusion, and really needed to hear again this week.  Let me read it for us -
Limping to Jerusalem       April 18 at 2:00 PM ·    ~~Elena Mikhalkova~

"My grandma once told me:
In hard times, you move forward in small steps.
Do what you have to do, but little by little.
Don't think about the future or what can happen tomorrow.
Wash the dishes.
Remove the dust.
Write a letter.
Make some soup.

"Do you see?
You are moving forward step by step.
Take a step and stop.
Get some rest.
Praise yourself.
Take another step.
Then another one.
You won't notice, but your steps will grow more and more.
And the time will come when you will be able to think of the future without crying."

            Beautiful simple words, and a simple thought for surviving awful events.  Step by step.  Small steps, when we can’t imagine the future, doing the daily things.  Take one step.  Then take another.  We will be moving forward, we will get there.  Simple trust. Simple small steps. 
            Now I like to know how things are going to end...sometimes I’ve jumped to the end of a novel instead of reading it straight through, because the tension of not knowing gets to me.  (Are you like that?)  Our country is in this tension - there are cries for the economy to be restarted despite the human consequences - and in a way they have a point, because economic consequences will be a human consequence, too - - there are cries to stay shut down longer until there are adequate tests available, which makes a lot of sense to me.  There are the cries of people tired of being in their homes, lives stalled.  Then there are cries of the healthcare people in the overwhelmed hospitals.  What is the best thing to do?  What will history say was the best thing we did or should have done?
 The wisdom of moving forward in small steps is the wisdom of a people who have survived other hard times.  It is a trust in God, and in Life, to unfold.  Not panic, not desperation- - but small steps - steps of hope. Love one another.  Call one another.  Shop for those who can’t.  Take what measures for safety that we can.  Buy take out from the local restaurants if we can. Start the car periodically.  Plant gardens.  Do lesson plans.  Prepare sermons week by week.  Participate in a book study if you have time.  Love your children.  Love your spouse.  Check on your neighbors and friends.  Go to work if you're not laid off.  If you have the income, give to the food bank, the church, and other charities for those not as fortunate.  If you don’t need your stimulus payment, look for a way to make it work for good.   Cultivate your prayer life.  Walk and exercise.  Get up and get dressed, face the day; look for small steps.  That’s how we get through when we can't imagine the future. 
I think we may be like those two folks walking from Jerusalem and then back - as we are walking, Jesus will walk with us and reframe things for us, help us see the bigger picture.  And hopefully, like those 2, we will see Jesus in our midst even in that small, everyday action of breaking bread.  Because God is with us always.  It’s OUR  eyes that need to be opened.  AMEN. 

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