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I've described my faith life as like one of those funnel gadgets, being raised in the extremely narrow end of fundamentalism, then moving into the gradually widening scope of the evangelical, through orthodox Reformed theology, and now probably more progressive. My journey is bringing me to become more human, more incarnated and more a citizen of the Kindom of God in the world God loves.

Monday, October 15, 2018

Security 10/14/18 Pentecost 21B


Rev. Dr. Rebecca L. Kiser
SECURITY
Oct 14, 2018          Pentecost 21-B          Mark 10:17-31

            Oh, there are so many sermon possibilities in this Markan text!  And I’ve preached a good many of them - I love where it says, “Jesus, looking at him, loved him.”  Jesus loved this young man who could say out loud that he had kept all the commandments from his youth.  What dedication he had to the ways of Torah!  To God’s service!  What a strong backbone he must have had, to keep all the commandments in life so far.  I kind of identify with him, because I worked hard from 6 or 7 years old on, to follow everything I was taught - with a few lies here and there, and a good bit of anger off and on - but I was a rule-follower, and believed it was an offering to God.  So - been there, done that mostly. 
            So Jesus tells this young wealthy man that he lacked one thing - and that he should sell all he had, give to the poor and come follow me.  This man in the story went away sorrowful -  Simon and Garfunkel would say he was, “slip-slidin’ away.”  What made him leave sorrowfully?  That he wanted to let it all go and follow, but felt obligated to his family?  That he had worked out in his own mind that he could serve God best with his wealth?  That he liked making generous gestures that his wealth let him do?  That he liked the distance his wealth gave him - he could donate money without getting personally involved?  That his wealth kept him from the panic of insecurity, and he needed that security to function? 
            Then Jesus says that thing about a camel getting through the eye of a needle, which is a really ridiculously funny image, even with a big needle.  People used to talk about a certain gate in Jerusalem’s wall that was colloquially called ‘the eye of the needle.’  The story was that to get through this gate, the camel had to have all his burdens removed, and crawl through crouching.  That makes a good comparison to the rich guy needing to let go all his riches to follow Jesus.  But you could always take your camel to another gate, and archaeologists haven’t found any proof of such a gate or tradition, so maybe Jesus is just giving us an outlandish picture of how difficult it is for a rich person to make the kindom of God.  After all, the disciples do respond as if no one can make it, then….and Jesus has to assure them that with God, even seemingly impossible things are actually possible.
            Most preachers don’t take these words literally, and urge parishioners to give away all their money to follow Jesus.  I’ve read that rather out-there and cultish, suspect groups require their followers to turn over their wealth in order to join.  But in our churches we talk about tithing, and ways to use the gift of being well-off, if we are given that gift, for good.  And preachers like nice salaries, too - if we wanted to take a vow of poverty, we’d have joined a different group.  Most preachers never expect to be rich, although like everyone else, we’d like to feel like we can pay our bills, take care of our families, and have some nice things.

            Besides any other interpretations, this section of Mark is one of the many times Jesus speaks about money - Jesus actually speaks more about our connections to our finances than he does about anything else.  Our attitudes to money reveal our hearts like nothing else - where your treasure is, Jesus says, is also where your heart is.  So I’m going to talk about money today - and share with you all the attitudes in a few congregations I’ve served.  A common mistake these congregations have made is in carrying over into the church how we treat money in our personal lives or our business lives - and that is a mistake, because Christ’s church is different from those, and the place of money is Christ's church reflects not the culture of earth but the kindom of heaven.   And getting them mixed up makes for problems.  The goals of being the church are different - not wealth, not preparing for retirement or setting up an empire - the goals of church are serving the community in God’s name - not just ourselves, but all those whom God loves and sent Jesus to save.
            My first call was in a northern presbytery, and I think it was a good introduction to keeping the goals of mission and ministry in the front of the congregations’ life.  LArger churches in the presbytery gave towards a fund that financially supported the smaller - if those smaller churches did their homework about identifying their mission, goals to get there, and honestly looked at their own people’s ability to give.  It was a good discipline so that the congregations receiving assistance kept their focus on more than survival.  The presbytery was pretty smart that way.  My five-church parish were very up-front and transparent about their collection of tithes and use of their monies, and could state their Christ-centered mission.

My other calls haven’t always been as clear or clean.  My first Interim I did was with a church enclosed by a declining neighborhood, whose remaining members were the last of the professionals of the older generation.  They remembered when the church was full and Sunday School overflowed, which hadn’t been the real situation in years.  They skimped on paying for long-distance phone service, and had me using a complicated calling card in order to order materials or talk to General Assembly folks. At the same time, they paid a company to keep their books and paid a member to play  with their dwindling capital.  They were in major denial about the state of their future and their finances;  I quickly realized that calling a full-time pastor again would never happen without a renewed vision and growth, which I prayed for diligently with folks who never really got through their denial.  They were unwilling to change anything, or even consider changing anything, so they went forward with a part-time, certified lay pastor and may still be hanging on in their large, mostly unused building -  I don’t know. 

The next congregation I want to talk about was still a good size and able to both support a pastor, care for their building, and do mission in their presbytery and locally.  A good many years back, a wealthy spinster had left her holdings to the congregation in the form of a trust, stating that the income from the trust become a stream of income for the church to be used for “normal ministry.” Initially the Session designated that new money to a split between international, national and local mission giving.  But maintenance of the fund quickly fell into the hands of people of power who liked to play with money, and who decided that, rather than give the income to the session, as per the trust’s instructions, they would invest the income and grow the fund.  Then they quickly took to themselves the power to decide who got ANY money from the trust, making the Session jump through hoops to justify their project as ‘normal ministry,’ and so enjoyed pulling strings in their small pond.  A smart pastor some 30 years down the road, after some of these power brokers died, made the entire Session into trustees of the fund, which worked for a while; but the temptation to use the money for power reasserted itself when that pastor retired.  When I arrived, everyone was afraid to touch any of the money, and it sat there growing and not supporting the church in any meaningful way.  I took on confronting this attitude as a part of Interim work, paving the way for a new Installed pastor, but instead was bullied and abused by the power brokers, whose view of church money was no longer scriptural or mission-oriented, but that of a place they could act out their control. 

The next congregation I’ll talk about had a huge problem with transparency and boundaries around their monies.  When I arrived, a staff person often counted the offering by herself when the appointed Ruling Elder was absent; and her spouse, who wasn’t a member, kept the books. They did have a separate treasurer who paid the bills, but he was getting forgetful and often got confused and made mistakes, although he’d been very good earlier.  He asked to be replaced, then wouldn’t quit.  Meanwhile, the staff person’s husband was making the church’s budget up by himself, as no one wanted to get into the budget issues.  And when the session tried to make the budget more transparent, after a nasty annual meeting, the staff member, her spouse and the treasurer, who were all friends, refused to cooperate.  The issue was that salaries, other than the pastor’s which had to be voted on annually, were all lumped together, so we could not determine anyone’s actual salary, including the staff member.  The congregation had a split opinion about the staff person and all the pies she had a finger in, and she was also friends with the executive presbyter.  She and her allies organized a secret meeting of the Session lamed me for all the problems, and forced me out in 6 mo, with the collusion of the presbytery exec.  This congregation just about caused me to quit the ministry. 
Another congregation I was involved in took money raised in benevolent giving for a staff person’s time of need, made the family apply for it and prove need, then took over the remainder of the money for a balloon payment on a new construction.  Yet in this same church, one Ruling Elder annually made sure the church totally tithed its budget to international, national and local mission - over and above their benevolent giving to presbytery. So it was a mix of attitudes working there.
The final congregation I want to tell you took a giant risk with their financial security in order to follow what they discerned God was asking them to do.  This well-educated upper middle class group, decided that other than a fund to pay expenses for the first 2 months of the year, they would zero-out their money every December, and give out the remaining offerings to various benevolent church causes.  They would trust in the giving of committed members, knowing folks would also come through for any unexpected repairs.  They were still going strong when I left the presbytery.  I was surprised yet pleased that a congregation would take such a risky step; it was an experiment motivated by their vision of the purposes of church.  They wanted their gifts out there working, trusting that God would provide if their need increased. 

I’m pretty clear about what the work of the Church of Jesus Christ is - our Book of Order and our confessions of faith spell it out for us.  The church is to promote and preserve the worship of God by believers; we are to nurture each other in our faith and lives; we are to spread the good news of Jesus to those who haven’t heard, and nurture them into the community where they can grow and thrive and serve; and we are to do good those in need, both in our communities and around the world, seeking justice for the oppressed, feeding the hungry and ministering to the sick, honoring all people, and living lives that exhibit the new vision of the kindom of God in this world.  Our collections are to support this vision and the paid workers, and nothing else. 
Obviously we olks in the congregations are all sinners still growing and learning to do all these high ideals, and our own quirks and issues get played out as we relate to one another and work at these goals together, and especially when it involves money.  Truly our finances reveal a lot about our values and the faith of our heart!  The church of Christ was never meant to be just a place of inward comfort, but also a place of challenge and of looking outward for service.  The church of Christ was never meant to be just a place of taking care of ourselves, but a place of sacrificial care for the world, just as Christ left off the privileges of being Divine and came here with us, and gave his life for us.  The church of Christ was never meant to be a place of high finance, although being smart planners for the future involves a wise use of moneys.  The church of Christ was never meant to be a place of business, interested only in its continued and enhanced life, but rather engaged in giving itself away. The church of Christ was never meant to be a well-loved community fixture of remote holiness, but a place where struggling folks reach out to help other struggling folks know God.
The church exists because of its mission, the mission of Christ.  If the church is not doing mission, it has ceased to be the church. 

Indiantown Pres has a unique situation among congregations I have served.  Our congregation lost a good many members a few years ago, and no longer can match our giving with our budget.  However, I have never before served a church whose faith ancestors left the future so ready for a rainy day.  Shortage of money is not what threatens us.  We have the ability to invest in our own future mission and ministry, if we so choose.  We have the ability to pay a full-time, seminary-trained pastor to lead us in reaching out to that future, and not just at the presbytery minimum, either - we have the ability to pay an experienced pastor a good salary. We have the ability to keep our structures up and safe.  We have the ability to do mission in this community - to look at the needs of our community, and find ways to address those needs. 
What I see, after a year here, is that we want to thrive and move into the future, but don’t yet have a vision to guide us.  There is still grieving over the recent split, which can make anyone numb and unable to think ahead.  I hear us pinning our hopes on a new pastor to bring new people in, while still hoping things won’t have to change too much from our historic ways. 
Friends, what we need to pray for is a vision for mission to take hold of us; a desire to serve God by serving this community God has placed us in.  A fire needs to start in OUR hearts, and the God’s Spirit will move us into the directions we need to go.  We need to give ourselves away for Christ, whether that results in new people or not - mission is the purpose of the church, and God adds to us those God wants to add.  We have a wonderful property and buildings, and we have financial security left to us from the folks before us, who looked to the future beyond their time.  We now need to look into a future  beyond our time.  We have the, what can I call it, the challenge, of living at a cusp time of Christ’s church, a time of transition - we can sit back and moan about the changes, and let things wind down and out;
or we can jump in and risk to see what new thing God wants to do with us.  I know what my vote would be for.  May God stir in our hearts and give us the strength and vision to do a new thing.  AMEN.  

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